*blow off the really thick dust of my blog*

wow.. just realise that it really had been a REAL long time since i last blog

hhmm.. recently quite a number of happy events happens.. ahaha

of cause nt that i got new gf la.. hahaha (that will be real happy for mi!! :p)

anyways.. i spent meaningful n fun-filled three days with my dad n mum..
=D as they are always busy working, they barely had anytime for us.

first stop we went to was ah-yat seafood for the dim sum! haha
abit disappointing. i still prefer HK's dim sum.. abit disappointed when i last time didnt eat till i 'shuang' haha

anyways then it was home-cook food, my mum's cooking was still superb! :D
nt much lo, just family jokes that i cant share with my friends ^^
had alot of jokes and feel very homely for awhile. haha

then to wrap up their three days short break i brought them to a restuarant named 'brazil' the food there was nt bad for those who are meat lovers(as in beef lovers)! the quality of the beef was top graded(i guess haha)

anyways we do enjoy the dinner.

*back to job hunting*
haha busy hunting for jobs sia.. sigh.. hopefully the MOE will hire mi la!

it took mi quite a while to blog,
after long years of studying~

I HAD GRADUATE~~~!!
something to be happy about but incoming was the stress that i had never dealt before
i dont know, facing countless of lists giving details of job descriptions

abit lost, in life.. what do i want?
relationships doesnt seems to be the main point of my life anymore
re-think about my life again
nthing gets more important than getting a job now..

frm expectation of 2.5k per mth lower down to 2.2k
SIGH..
hope i can get a job soon..!!!

女孩变心后的十个表现


1、她不会再缠着问你："你爱我吗，爱我吗？"，管你爱
或不爱她了，反正她不爱你了。

2、她不会再穿着新买的衣服在你面前故意晃来晃去，只为
了博你欣赏的拥抱。

3、她的话语越来越少，不再像喜鹊一样围绕你左右问东问
西，甚至连和你吵嘴的兴趣都没有。

4、她已不在你面前流眼泪了。女人的眼泪可以征服一切，
这是种武器，但却唯独不想再用来征服你。

5、她会和你并排走路，但不再挽你的胳膊，如以前像个树獭一样挂着，总会与你保持一米之
距，心里的距离必然产生 物理的距离。

6、她的手机经常关机，不再如以前一样24小时为你开机。等你的信息来电，她已不再牵挂你，也不需要你的牵挂了。因为爱是24小时长长的牵挂，爱有多深,牵挂就有多长。

7、她开始喜欢孤独如水已如帛，帛在水中自含蓄的心境时，她宁肯让心孤独也不愿意你来陪伴，是从心底的排斥。

8、她的眼眸瞳仁里，没有了你的影子，即使你站在了她的对面， 眉目之间的冷漠取代了往昔的妩媚的风情。媚态之于
女人是由情而生。

9、她不再在意跟你通话的异性是谁，不再关心你的身边挽着谁，妒忌是爱的氧气，她穿越了妒忌，淹灭了爱火。

10、她在你每月只能挣几十块钱的时候爱上你，那是真的爱了，却在你事业通达的时候离开你，那也是真的不爱了 ..

i admit this are true, some are true for guys also

Which Astrological Planet are You?

and the result is Pluto

You are shrouded in mystery, which you love, but you have a lot of trouble expressing your feelings. You are very loyal and possessive, and you become jealous very easily. You have a great deal of courage and are very clear on what you want and how to get it. You are protective and will seek revenge on those who wrong you. You are also very clever and expect your lover to be attuned to your needs and wants.

当你说要走 我不想挥手的时候
爱情终究是一场空
谁说我俩的过去尽在不言中
别忘了我曾拥有你 你也曾爱过我
当你留给我 我不想接受的伤痛
爱情到头来还是梦
别说我俩的世界有太多不同
就说你已经忘了我 你就要离开我

ok, i guess its time to blog now :p
feeding some details~

im at crossroads again
facing JB thinking wanting to be together or not..
though i initially i decide nt to be together liaoz
bt things change..

we decide to give each other more time to know further more about each other
we did.. we know each other more.. dont know is good or bad things
but nonetheless we really know and understand each other more then when we are together.. somehow have the feeling of that we cant leave each other

yet.. i dont know what i want..
i know my heart yearn for her
i know i still love her
i know all those...

but i guess i cant be together with her anymore..
maybe the fate had walk till the end of road ba..
we are fated to be just remains as friends...

SIGH...

distance was really the killer of relationships..

she was still with her bf,
ye she cant leave me,
kinda complicated yet i know
this is the end of our relationship path..
because no matter how in the end we cant be together anymore..

爱 只剩下躯壳 为什么还不放手却拉扯

是我 不甘心还是不舍 为何我还在固执的拔河

其实我 真的很难过 只是难过都沦为沉默

可能我 真的不懂得 让你更快乐


我想和你在一起 却在你未来缺席

给你的爱 那些美丽 已长成藤蔓缠着我的生命

在你的未来缺席 像是一出剧本 未完待续

预留伏笔 把未完成从容继续

就算瞬间老去毫不犹豫

i have decided!!!

im going to end it by hook or by crook!